i feel like i can’t even be near food anymore because i will just binge on it
(Source: purgeahontas, via affamer-lesprit)
so many people have been asking me “what happened to your arm?”
i want to tell people so badly. i want to be able to explain everything i’m going through.
but honestly….i don’t even know what i’m going through, or why i hurt myself, or why i just hate myself so much.
i would love it if i could sit down with someone and just spill out my life story about why i’m so insecure all the time.
but i just can’t put any of these feelings into words.
so i’ll just continue with the same old response..”oh my arm? it’s nothing.”
my arms have been stinging all day
i shouldn’t want to do it again
but i do
